Raising your kids in this world..living ..dreaming..
trying to survive this world..our society..
is like living in the Twilight Zone..
The most horrid episode ever...
Feeling like we are trapped in some F'd up dimension..
Thinking that this can't be real..
the way we treat another..the way we see PROFIT before People
time and time again..
the way we are merely consuming masses
..victims of the brainwashery..marketing, adverts, psychological games,
manipulation...
thinking that if we continue to do something over and over..
things will change...and become better for us..
when we are thriving in a vicious cycled circle of repetition..
which is simply CRAZY...lunicidal..insane..
and we keep repeating our errors..
devaluing life...
using hate and violence and vengeance
instead of appreciating our differences and commonalities..
we enjoy the bloodbath and corruption of politics and science and our history..as rewritten has it's been..
as we are lead by the nose to do as we are told..
to think of our own rights and freedoms above the rights and freedoms of our fellow humans...

Trying to raise children in this world..
where you want to find optimistic methods, hold on to hope,
pray that it will all be okay..
when the nightly ..daily news shows us just how horrible our society is..dismantling ..disrupting, crumbling before our very eyes...
as we strive to enjoy and notice and share the beauty of life..
family..friends..hopes and dreams..whilst we are engaged in a most REAL string of nightmare tales that unfold around the clock.
Looking for distractions from the detrimental chaos before us...
hence..entertainment we seek..and it soothes us..
allowing us to find a sense of denial..be desensitized, destroyed..by our own doing.

And as a man..a father..
a parent..you must suck it up...man up..
don't be a pussy..raise your kids right..
teach them not to hate, not to kill, to value life,
to not be ignorant enough to believe and live out their life
thinking that Black and Brown is lesser than white..
not to kill their classmates one day..
because they had know where else to turn..
were mentally ill with no one there to hold them, guide them..
decide to end their own lives because it is easier than dealing with the hell you go through in your teen years..for some..
end up and adult ..on the streets..hooked on drugs..sex traffic victims and etc...
We want the best for our children..and even ..though we do our best to guide them..teach them..show them..the difference between wrong and right..good and bad choices...we aren't sure if they'll fall prey to the sickness our society has to offer..the addictions..the ills that await them around every corner..peer pressure, political, patriotic, hateful pressures ...that they will either survive or join...or run from...